Tomorrow is the end of one chapter and a start to another. Tomorrow is the last day at a job in a company I have been with for the last eight years. Through and through. It is a bittersweet feeling because the situation is more complicated than it appears to be; but in the end, it is time to move on. Although I have no prospective job ahead at this moment (despite aggressive searching and interviewing and all the running around for open calls is taking a toll on my body), this is an opportunity to self-reflect a bit and do things I normally have no time for, such as getting a facial, 😛 I will miss certain people and things about my work experience. I try not to dwell too much on the past and I do not know what the future holds for me right now. I actually had an opportunity to backpack in China, but at this moment, my ‘feeling’ is not for travelling. I have too much tasks to complete. Going away would only heighten my sense of guilt. Right now, I will just go with the flow and see how my future unfolds. In the meantime, my mood could be sum up with this vegetable – bittermelon.
Recipe to follow soon.